...EnGaGeMeNt...

It is good, in this time of being engaged, to be excited about what the future holds; being excited about what to expect in the future and to prepare mentally and spiritually for this new life you will live. However, I find it equally difficult to wait patiently for the things to come. To know that in less than three months I will be married doesn't change that right now I live almost exactly like I did 5 years ago. Maybe it can be best described by being stuck in a time warp. Some sick place between what was and what could be. For now...for now I will wait to see what the future holds. Waiting patiently however, will be only by divine intervention!